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so, i am sitting at work right now and its pretty boring. there is nothing to do at all. Marci and I had lunch in the cafe, yummy, we havent done that since the summer. Theres been like one phone call all day! i have been here since 7:45.

Tomorrow night we are having a Thanksgiving Party! If you want to come you can, i tried to tell everyone in school the other day but no one was there. Its at my house at 5:00 on Saturday. If you need directions or anything like that, just call the cellular communication device, i will be sure to answer. You are welcome to come but you have to bring a thanksgiving left over to eat, If you dont then there wont be any food. And at Katie's request No Mold please, haha shes a funny character!

Last night i saw Christmas With the Kranks. It was pretty good. The only bad thing was, it was kind of predictable. Thats how most movies are these days. You can always predict what will happen. Well im going to go for a walk to see marci, were like the only two working in all four buildings today!

~Riss

wow i definetly haven't written in this ia like months. Yea, summer has been fun but i miss hanging out with people. I mean when i wake up in the morning i have intentions of calling random people who i havent hung out with in a while but by the time i get done working and go home, i usualy just meet up with the same people, and go sit in the same parking lots. I can't wait until the 7th!! Me, Birtt, Stacey, and Michelle leave for OBX! i am excited for that cuz i mean i miss everything down there (haha stacey and shell, Britt you will know when we get there), Its soo nice down there. VERy Relaxing. All summer I have been working. Either at the bank or Stacy's personal slave, but hey- it pays good money. Tomorrow night is Rascal Flatts and i am even more excited now. This is going to be a busy month! Right after i get back from OBX Field Hockey starts the then following weekend Me and jill are going to Cleaveland, Just us. Jerry is going to come out a few days later but at first it'll be me and her. Aww man, I am gonna miss her unfortunetly( i didnt think i would but now i think i am, i feel like everyone is leaving me). Then when i get back my mom and i have to start getting organized together, with her new job and everything thatt'll be new this year, its going to be crazy!!!

Change sucks!Things chnage all the time. Within an hour, a day, a week and expecailly in a year. Some times its good, other times its bad

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Wow- I haven’t written in here in a really long time. Anyways Spring break was awesome. Spain was awesome. It helped me soo much I just wish I could go back there. See over there there was no drama, no people fighting over stupid things, no one telling you what to do. But hey I had to come back sometime. Schools getting really retarded…..classes are just getting harder, they keep piling work on us. It’s like we don’t have anything else to do. One thing I am happy about is my friends. Most of them are always there for me when I need to talk. But I hate the friends who say they’ll do anything for you but deep down, you know they won’t. I wish that all this drama would go away. Like serious when I got back from Spain within an hour there was already drama, I mean come on, I wish it would all go away. Seriously, there’s like a month of school left, I just wish it would get done with real quick. Well I’m really tired, and I also am trying to think some things out.

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Well today was a pretty fun day.. Testing was kind of easy, except where you had to write like forver.. Then Marci brought me the best breakfast ever!! pancakes and bacon YUMMY! thanks marci! School went by pretty quick, we havent really been doing anything in classes.. When i was driing to work i realzied somethign though.. I realized im really confused.. like Someone wil say they want something then the next day the act totally different and you dont even know what to think.. so im still a little confused but i always am... lol

When i got to work today Sherry and I just talked about what has been goin on lately.. we missed our chats and then amanda joined in, it was pretty funny.. Then when iw as gettin ready to leave liek at 5:45 Christian came to talk to me.. Like 20  minutes later Adam finally came to see us ( Christian was his ride home) And we all ended up sitting there talking for like another 20 minutes but it was fun i guess.. now i am home and really bored i think im going for an adventure ride!!! :)

Even though i didnt forget in school i mean to put somehting on here soo here it goes....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIE!!!!

now imagine me singing.....

Happy birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy birthday to Katie

 Happy birthday to yoU!

wow i never realized how short that song was... well anyways hope it was a good one.. we can talk all abotu it in gym tomorrow! the best class ever!

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Wow! i have been doing a lot of thinking lately.. Its been weird like everything thats been going on just pretty much sucks... First of all it was soo nice yesterday and felt soo good outside and today it was snowing and raining and just yucky! Then i started to think If one little thing was different.. like an example would be maybe going somewhere to school would that affect your whole life? Or like  how sometimes i cant stand how people act. They say their your friend and all but then you find out they are always talking about you or what you did and how you made a mistake, I mean honesty they dont know why you made that descion you did... your the only one who knows why.. even if you cant explain it in words.. I hate how people say nothings going to change.. then the next thing you know they talk to you anymore like you used to..And i have this problem where if there is definetly something wrongi want to just go to soemone and tell them  but i dont know how to say it and then someone gets mad at you because you dont tell them whats up... but whatever

I really cant stand my sister anymore... I wish she would move out. When she didnt live here we got along soo good, now all we do is fiht..And she keeps yelling at me for this weekend.. I mean sorry i dont want to go but i even told her i wouldnt be here for her to worry about.. And my  mom is having serious problems lately.. All she does is paper work and tell me that shes still goinig without me and doesnt want me going with her becasue she doesnt want me to have to sit in a house miserably.. and even if i did go it would be pointless... shed sit there and read the whole time and i would just stare at a wall.. Its so much better if i dont go.. I wish my mom would realize that and my big sister would act more liek me sister and less like a mom towards me